Monday, 31 May 2010

My favourite song.

I don't think anyone could answer this, there is no way i could choose one song and call it my favourite as i have many. At this moment in time however, i like Lightspeed champions 'marlene' and i've played it about 24953 times.

the 30 day challenge

  • Day 01 — Your favorite song
  • Day 02 — Your favorite movie
  • Day 03 — Your favorite television program
  • Day 04 — Your favorite book
  • Day 05 — Your favorite quote
  • Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
  • Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
  • Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
  • Day 09 — A photo you took
  • Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
  • Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
  • Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
  • Day 13 — A fictional book
  • Day 14 — A non-fictional book
  • Day 15 — A fanfic
  • Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
  • Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
  • Day 18 — Whatever tickles your fancy
  • Day 19 — A talent of yours
  • Day 20 — A hobby of yours
  • Day 21 — A recipe
  • Day 22 — A website
  • Day 23 — A YouTube video
  • Day 24 — Whatever tickles your fancy
  • Day 25 — Your day, in great detail
  • Day 26 — Your week, in great detail
  • Day 27 — This month, in great detail
  • Day 28 — This year, in great detail
  • Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
  • Day 30 — Whatever tickles your fancy

Friday, 28 May 2010


Due to demand that i update my blog more so a certain someone (Henry) has something to read in the mornings when i'm still in bed and he's out fixing machines, and what not... here is a new update.

Pretty much had enough with working at schuh. It's got to a point where i just don't enjoy going, and i never thought i'd say that. I used to look forward to seeing everyone, having a laugh in the back. But i guess alot has changed since a few months ago when Marc, Jamie, Hannah and Dan left. I know that Lynn is soon to be moving to part time, Will is leaving, Kieran is leaving, Piers is leaving. I mean these people are practically what i go to work for and it's just a load of rubbish really. My perfect situation right now would probably to get a full time job somewhere, I'd quite like to work in a bar, as i haven't ever done anything like that before and i think the atmosphere would be amazing. Learn to drive, save save save like mad for next year, and then next year i fly to Zante for 5 months. Get home from Zante, join the police ( if they have sorted themselves out and started recruiting). Thats my plan anyway, i guess it is pretty achievable, i just need to get that job sorted out, because i really don't want to be stuck there come September.

Anyway, thats the boring stuff out the way, what ever happened to living for the moment? I guess i'd love to able to do that, but some things really do need a good plan behind them. Inbetween all the boring things such as getting a job and saving, there are a few things i'm quite looking forward too over the next few months. I want to spend as much time as possible with Becca before i wave her off to Liverpool, A holiday is needed, A festival is needed, A new tattoo is needed, and a couple of day trips are on the cards. More lazy days in the sun with you are needed. I've got London to look forward too aswell. Should probably get saving as shopping in London is just depressing without money. So basically got about 23454593 different things to save up for. I'm rubbish at saving. Oh well, some how i'll manage.

So thats all the events happening in the long run. In the next week or so, i've got the weekend to look forward too. Hopefully a couple of good drinking sessions lined up with a variety of different people as its bank holiday. Next week is mainly working/watching films in bed. Obviously i'm more excited about the second option.

Anyway, thats all for now i guess. Hope you all have a lovely day. x

Thursday, 27 May 2010

I'll just lie here in bed on a sunny Thursday with the window open, curtains lightly blowing, i can hear the wind chimes outside tinklering away, i'm laying in fresh bed sheets, eating left over birthday cake. I'm listening to Lightspeed Champion. I have no idea where my life is going, i know what i want, but can't get it (yet). This applies for two things. I don't enjoy my current job, sometimes i get so close to walking out, i'm skint, i need to learn to drive, i need to save more, but somehow, at this very moment in time, I'm happy.

keep calm and carry on has never meant so much.


I might just run off and join the circus. Might drag Becca along too, reckon we would fit in well.


Wednesday, 26 May 2010


I wish i knew what was around the corner. I feel like i've come to a dead end whereas before i had a lot of different paths to take.

Why do decisions always refer to roads and paths?

true sayyy! i find comfort in this song. good luck with your shindig though, i will hit you up on here sometime again soon. :)

that song is great, everyone should live by the rules of it haha. okay dokie take care mystery friend.

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Tuesday, 25 May 2010


Havent watched this in a while.

i prefer billy joels version but oh well.

'She's frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
But she's always a woman to me'

last night

Was better than ever. It's hard to explain. But i'm glad you understand.

i would like to tell you but you might be wierded out :S you know me in a way but you don't. i like change too, but i find letting go the hardest. ohhh im soo dramatic. i find i dont really know where to go from here, but im excited by it too. whats next?

haha i wouldn't be weirded out, but if you would rather not say thats fine :) Sometimes it's more exciting not knowing whats going to happen, makes life more of an adventure x

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Monday, 24 May 2010

i read your blog all the time. i find im in the same situation as you with not knowing what to do in life. i dont regret not going uni but i do wonder what if? we are mutual friends but i reckon we would get on if we actually spoke. you are interesting :)

Wow, i'm sure there are many people like us! I like change too much, i left working in catering to work in retail, and now i hate retail. I change my mind every minute as i always need something to look forward too. I'd be really interested to know who you are!

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i heard you love penis in and around your mouth

you heard correctly ;)

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who r u?


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Sunday, 23 May 2010

you are my favourite person.

It's nearly midnight. Struggling to sleep because of the heat so i'm listening to vampire weekend drinking lucozade. Probably not the best thing to be drinking when i'm trying to sleep. I don't really have anything of interest to say. Other than i can't wait for tomorrow evening.


Not alot has really happened this weekend. Went out Friday night which was really last minute and unplanned. Was a good night though, nice to dance the night away with Jackie as it doesn't happen very often. Blagged our way in mosh for free too so saved us some doe. Bumped into a couple of familiar faces, and seemed to stick with them the whole night. Even shared taxis home as Jackie and I went our seperate ways, obviously after spending about 40 minutes in subway talking to cheeky/standing outside subway/having stone fights/falling over. Had work the next day which went really slowly. Legs were aching but i had fun despite this. Went out Saturday night also which couldn't be more different to Saturday. Due to lack of organisation from Nilay it all fell to bits and for most of the night we found ourselves walking round town deciding where to go and where would let Marc in with no i.d. Ended up in firebug though which i guess was okay, as we all sat outside. Saw Dan too. Was lovely to see him, shame i couldn't have a proper conversation due to someone being rather jealous and giving me a look of death all night. After Nilay was complaining he couldn't see, and was seeing double of everything we decided it was home time. Bumped into Cortez which was actually probably the highlight of my night. Walked back to his with him and got a taxi home. Slightly freaked out by the taxi driver, like i swear they're not alloud to say certain things. He also turned his headlights off when we was going down a pitch black country road which scared the shit out of me. Made it home in one piece anyway, and 20 quid shorter. Damn.
Not really done a lot today. Only left the house to go next door for ice cream. Nan and Grandad came round and we had a bbq. Weather is bloody beautiful. Apparently hotter than hawaii today?! Basically just been lying around, eating and drinking half naked and listening to radio 1 big weekend. Pretty lovely way to spend my sunday i think. Nothing really planned for next week. Got work everyday i think, and seeing a couple of people inbetween. Looking forward to seeing a certain someone the most. Other than that, nothing is really kicking off. Trying to save money so probably won't be going out much. I swear my blogs say the same things over and over again. I don't get why you people read it?! But oh well. I'm in a weird mood at the minute. Maybe its the heat. I dunno. x

aby....i've had the biggest crush on you for awhile! i don't go on here a lot. but please message me on under the username "wishfulthinker". please don't get all weird. =)

you spelt my name wrong.

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Friday, 21 May 2010

did anyone else not know...

"That Winnie The Pooh was based on psychological problems? Winnie had an eating disorder, Pigglet had generalized anxiety disorder, Eeyore had major depression, Rabbit had OCD, Tigger had ADHDA and Christopher Robin had schizophrenia."

from tumblr




I've had a rather lovely week. It must be all this nice weather, i don't really know what its doing to me but i feel on top of the world. Mums birthday was lovely, she was WELL happy with everything she got and i think dad surprised her abit with the effort and thought he went to this year, and it was all very cute. Works been quite nice this week, havent been too busy which is good as it's bloody boiling in the stock room and running round for 4 hours isn't a good look at the end. Apparently i'm actually quite good at dressing the windows too, as Rob (regional manager) was down and said they looked perfect which hasn't ever happened so i was pretty happy with that one. Got talking to Arlene (my manager) at the end of my shift and told her everything i want to do with joining the police and getting fit etc. To my surprise she asked if i would be interested in a supervisor position which completely threw me of guard! Wasn't expecting that but i was pretty chuffed also. Not going to get my hopes up however, as anything could happen. That was that anyway, guess i'll see what happens and let you all know! Went into town with my mum the other day as we both had days off. Was abit last minute but really nice shopping and such with her, treated her to lunch too. Aint i a good daughter! Later that night went round Jackies, as she was home from a few days. Was lovely to catch up and chill with her, stalk charlie. Pretty standard. Becca picked us up later and we headed Railway as she had the night off work. Sat outside for ages, drinking and chatting. Was later joined by another face which made my night. (/week) and we all attempted to have a go at the quiz and left when we decided we didn't know any. All went to clumber and ordered chinese and watched abit of t.v. Pretty pretty happy after that day. Was lovely. Today is Friday, and i've just had work today and been gym. Work was dead, and i had a go at supervising which was pretty scary but i quite enjoyed it. Weird telling people what to do, as thats not me at all, and hard keeping an eye on everything going off in the shop, but it was a nice feeling having a bit of responsibility. Finished work, and headed straight to the gym. Did an hour or so there and went and did abit of shopping. The weather today is gorgeous, and i've been smiling all day just because of EVERYTHING. I guess there are certain things i would like to be different at the minute, but to be honest, i'm very content, and you never know whats round the corner. I guess the saying is true 'good things come to those who wait'. I just hope those good things do actually come, because you should know, i will wait. I think the other night pretty much confirmed that.
This weekend should be nice, working tomorrow so should meet all of the new schuh people. Out tomorrow night for a curry with the fam for mothers birthday, and then out with work people for Nilays birthday. Busy busy. Not working Sunday as i think people are coming round here for a bbq if the weathers nice. Lovely, might have to fit some sun bathing in between all this as i'm looking very pasty. Not cool! Maybe i'll just invest in a tan in a bottle, easier and quicker! I'm actually doing quite well with my money, saved some by giving my mum it for some sort of holiday/festival. It's a one little thing that i don't have to worry about knowing i've got some saved if anything does pop up last minute. I'm pretty much out of things to update you on, covered the last week quite well i feel. Hopefully next week will be just as good if the weather stays like this :)

Wednesday, 19 May 2010


Reading my blog back through the months makes me want to laugh and cry.
I should probably start doing some of the stuff i plan to do otherwise i'll get nowhere.
I've been without a nice boy for over a year.
I've had some amazing nights out, which are all documented.
I've had some shit times and some really really happy moments throughout the last year and abit.

Something needs to happen.

Tuesday, 18 May 2010

Monday, 17 May 2010

♥ amazing :-

"It seems like anything could be going on, on the outside of the four walls, or at the bottom of the hill, or on the outside of the car. Anything could be happening but it wouldn't matter. None of it. Nothing can get better, i'm high as a kite, on top of the world and it's all you. What you do to me, it's just like, wow. Your touch is electric. Your smile makes me melt. The eye contact makes my insides flutter like nothing else. The silences are easy, i'm completely content. The little similarites we find out each time, the jokes that arnt very funny, the hugs, the looks, you. are. beautiful."

Sunday, 16 May 2010