I'm currently sitting in bed with my pjs on, no make up, face covered in toothpaste, with a dressing gown over me. I need to get my act together, man up and make myself look fit for tonight. All this for my one and only... ♥ Alex Deacon, be prepared for shots. Love you!

I've had a well good weekend, slightly gutted it's over but we're already on Tuesday so all is good. Love a lads and abs night out, as standard!! All i remember is vodka...and red bull..lots of it. Also laughing pretty much all night. Best night out i've had in a while!

After briefly looking into flights to Thailand just for some idea of how much i'll be forking out, i've noticed that it will probably be better to book last minute rather than in advance, saving myself about 100 pound and sometimes more. Last minute's good, it gives me chance to save up over summer so i know i'm not skint when a big lump sum goes out of my savings!

Taken from this blog here . Worth a read, i've fallen in love with this blog.

Nothing is real anymore.

Just seen the preview for the new issue of Vogue - once again the cover star Adele has been airbrushed - as was Florence Welch two issues ago. In this ‘natural beauty is everything’ society we apparently live in is doing this, how are we supposed to see the real beauty when even the most powerful fashion magazine are airbrushing our beautiful British ladies?

There is an unbelivable amount of fakes being reproduced for the mass market. The once great and iconic Alexander McQueen skull scarf is now being churned out and sold for 10% of a real McQueen scarf. Does no-one wish to earn enough money and buy a real one? I brought my McQueen three years ago, and it cost me a months wage - but its real, its part of the British Fashion History.

There is no individuality - in our merry city of Leicester, every other girl is now a carbon copy of a boy from Well Gosh - Obey tee, Air Max, all complete with a short back and sides in a shit little top knot. Every guy appears to have fallen into a pile of Stussy and Chinos - Stussy being a skate brand, yet not one has skated in their life? And fake tan. So much fake tan.

In 10, 20 or 30 years time individuality will be lost to the reproductions, the fakes and the fads. Don’t let the airbrushing fool you - Your more beautiful when you look like youve not made an effort.

Plans for travelling and all the rest have to start moving forward soon. I'm getting impatient. I wanna book flights, make notes of where to visit, make notes of what to do and what not to do. What to eat, how to travel. I stumbled across this blog TRAVEL BLOG and it's got me very excited to be apart of it all. I've also got a good friend that's currently living the dream as we speak, his different stories and photo's have me craving for more, and i want it all. I want to see everything he's seeing, and wish i was there to experience it too! Check his blog here . I'm currently saving as hard as i can (something i have great difficulty in doing and always have) so after Bulgaria, i'll hopefully have enough money to book a one way flight straight to Bangkok. I'm very excited about it all, and i'll keep you as updated as i can, even if there is a small matter of 5 months in Sunny Beach inbetween!

I'd love to write a big update on here about my past couple of weeks, but to be honest i've not got anything nice to say so i won't say anything at all (for a while).

Hiyaaa Saturday

At the minute i feel like i wanna do nothing but work. I need money to get me out of here, to take my mind away, to go to all the places i quite literally dream of. Get me back to work please.