I haven't blogged much recently, been kinder hard as i've been living at my brothers for the past few days while he's in Ibiza going mental and probably hoping he didn't have to come home. Not that i blame him, i'm very much jealous of his 'lads holiday' and wish i could have gone with them. Obviously defeats the object. So, i've not been able to blog much, but i guess nothings really happened. I started back work the other day which was nice. Good to see everyone, but also a hard hit. Especially when i think what my everyday life was 3 weeks ago. Completely different, and it's completely weirding me out. It feels like i've never left. I suppose i sort of like being at work. I'm currently skint, so knowing that i'm earning abit of money is a nice feeling (even if i have got to wait another month until payday!).
Tom's coming up for a night out in Leicester this weekend, something me and Sherri are very, very excited about. He's the person i've missed the most, and when he left Sunny Beach without us, it hit us hard how much of a big part he played in our summer. I can't wait to see him, to have drinks, and too party like we're back in Bulgaria. We're gunna be dropsama beh!
I'm in a sort of weird mood at the minute, and i can't quite get my head around it. I'm hoping it will pass because sometimes i find myself thinking too much. Especially at night, it's bad enough anyway with my messed up body clock from the summer, but it get's too about 3am (where i actually start to wind down) and i just can't stop my brain from ticking over everything. I have a lot to think about. I want alot of things right now, and it's frustrating me that i can't have them. I don't care what Jessie J says, it is all about the money, money, money.
Sunday, 18 September 2011
I think that, if i could go back to a point of my summer, i'd go back to Tiesto. I'd go back to having everyone by my side at Cacao Beach, dancing, drinking, singing, falling over. I'd go back to the point the sun rose over the mountains, and Example was played. I was pretty much, completely 100% content and happy. That's what i'd go back too. Best. Moment. Ever.
Friday, 16 September 2011
I'm sitting here feeling quite content at the minute. Yeah, i'm missing Sunny Beach alot. This time last week i had just got home and was still taking it all in, still in a bit of a daze and everything felt really surreal. Now, after being home a week, it feels like i never left home. Strange really. But, like i said, although i'm missing it alot, i know now that nobody that i really cared about is there anymore, and i feel content in knowing that i'll be seeing some of my favourite people very soon. I've spent the last week completely chilling. Catching up on sleep, sorting myself out (dyed my hair) and seeing people. Spending time with my rents also. It's been nice, and i suppose sort of a breath of fresh air from the summer. Me and Sherri seem to have alot of plans within the next few weeks, and hardly any money, but somehow we'll manage; we always do. If all the plans come together, i'll stay happy and hopefully not turn to the vodka. (excludes my first night out which is yet to happen) x