shit son

shes gone

haha

last night was probably one of my favourite thursdays , maybe one of my favourite nights ever.
i hadn't laughed that much in too long , and i don't know whether it was photos of kieran, or the foam in my hair, the fox, the love for dubstep, and our hate for kiss, various peoples flats, more bad photographs, loosing at pool coz marc was rubbish, 1.25's, double southern comforts at soar point, the 60's music in fanclub, getting in fanclub for free, how dead fanclub was, getting covered in alcohol, self timer group work photographs, bumping into becca when she was with charlie allen and dodgey guy, dodgey photos of dan, dans eye, marcs totally wicked flat, our love for dubstep again, dubstep remixes, michael jackson dubstep, 18 minute long videos of beatboxing which is AMAZING, pizzas, dan constantly moaning about the chips taking too long and only eating about 2, the return of marc when he walked lauren home, going to bed at 6, waking up next to 2 gerbils, coffee and the news in the morning, or the fact i spent about a tenner that made last night so bloody brilliant.

i mostly enjoyed how wasted keiran was.
and the photo before he deleted it.

schuh <3

subtle yes

i'm going to miss you.

honestly the thing i love most in my life is my dog. Doesn't talk much, always pleased to see me, never gets boring, won't break my heart, beautiful, good protection, and never ever moans.
what more could i ask for.
today was lovely.
work tomorrow.
work thursday.
meal.
quids.
work saturday.
quids sunday.
hannah monday.
nice.

it seems i have become incapable of letting anybody get too close to me. I can't do it. I enjoy reading about fantasy worlds where vampire boyfriends exist, i wouldn't mind one of them. I need a routine again, something to look forward too, and to know i'm working for something that will be so worth it.
feeling a bit lost

thought this deserved to be here

another friday!

chillin with da ruidboiz.

8:02

and bloody knackered!
town was lovellyyyyy, same again next weekend.
i will actually have money.
enjoyed dancing away,
getting to know cookson,
falling over,
the shots,
etc.
work was not fun in the morning, actually thought i was gunna drop dead at some point.
still no news on spuddy. just got to wait and pray he will be okay.
random night saturdayyy! thought id just be staying in. Ended up all over the place.
global gathering next year?
im getting rubbish with my phone, why do i always forget to text back!
work today was good, draggeddd though.
overall ive had a really good time this weekend.
work tomorrow, and tuesday, quids thursday, out saturday, day off sunday!

2.31

not dressed. last night was really nice.
i want to go out tonight.
i need to get paid!
i always want something i can't have.
i want to do something big.
i want to go australia now, and still move to brighton.
i want a boy that will buy me things.
:)

love.

it was nice

to meet my mums uncle today, the stories he had to tell were really interesting.
it makes me happy to know how happy my nan is too.
final destination in 3D, let down. Dont go see it, it was ten quid aswell! thankgod for orange wednesdays!

bloody brilliant weekend.