Monday, 31 October 2011

Literally nothing new to report, how boring. I've still not been paid since i got back from Bulgaria so funds are on an all time low. I've had to borrow quite alot of money this month and i hate doing that. Not long to wait now though, Thursday is the day, and work have given me the day off as i've gotta work Saturday. Great, that means i'll be spending every penny in one day! I've got to be good, although life's slow at the minute it doesn't mean thing's are gunna stay that way. As soon as i get paid everythings getting exciting and i'll be out and about more. I can't wait to see people that i've not seen since i left Sunny. That's basically it. Bored, fed up and getting over having flu. Roll on the next couple of weeks!

Sunday, 23 October 2011

Saturday, 22 October 2011

I need a rich man..

So if someone was too buy me any of these i'd be pretty happy. I feel sorry for my wages when i get paid. All shoes from Office and Schuh (of course). The purple Nike's are 40 quid in the sale too! Need!!!

Friday, 21 October 2011


Tiesto @ Cacao Beach 2011. One of the best nights of my life.

This has to be one of my favourite music videos of all time. I love the fashion and clothing, I love the location, I love the passion and the beautiful people, I love the filters used to shoot the video, I love the theme, I love the song, I love the colour and I love Rihanna. This song will forever remind me of Cortez. x

Time for change!

I never really write anything on here that's sad or negative, i believe that it's bad for you to be that way and nothing get's resolved if you carry on complaining. I'm always looking at the good points to everything, and wondering what i've got to luck forward too. These little things literally help me through each day.
I guess just lately i've been feeling abit down. I think that my confidence has dropped quite low, as for the past week i've been concious of what i've been eating and not really liked what i've been seeing in the mirror. I've not been taking care of myself and it frustrates me! I used to be pretty happy with the way i looked but something's changed.
I'm determined to do something about it though, and like i've said, i'm trying out a new diet plan and cutting out all snacks, and i'm gunna try my hardest to get fit.. (or somewhere near). Long walks, jogging, sit ups, press ups, crunches, squats etc etc. Hopefully in a few weeks i'll start noticing a difference! I can't really stand this much longer, i hate being unhappy. I feel like it rubs off on other people so let's hope something happens soon! Time to start thinking of my poor body that i've broken over the summer! I need to look after it, it's the only one i've got!
Like i said, it's not very often i'll be down and negative, it won't happen again!! - Here goes nothing. (Any support would be greatly appretiated ;) !) Much love. XXX


Saturday, 15 October 2011


So my big brother turned 25 and with my lack of funds and tired eyes from working the mental student lock in we had at work, i was all set for a quiet night in front of the tv. Of course this didn't happen and before i knew it i had an hour to find something to wear and get myself round his house for pre drinks. I usually hate saying this, but last night was the definition of a 'messy' night. I can't believe he's 25! Old or what!! Had a good night anyway, even if it was just me, Rosin and about 20 guys. (Some of which had just the previous day been released from prison, sure did have some good banter with them lot!) Took the camera out, and everyone loved it so he's just a few of the ones that i've edited and make look better! Enjoy.

Probably the definition of cheese but i love it....

'As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.'

Monday, 10 October 2011


I've 100% forgotten about this blog it seems and i hate it because i love writing for it as i have been doing for the past few years! I also love it when i get the odd comment here and there and hear about new people that have been reading it. I guess it gives me abit more motivation too write more! So, this week i haven't really been upto much, it's all about work work work. I have no money too do anything so i'm just trying to get as many hours in at Schuh so i can get a decent bank balance at the end of the month! Easier said than done; with not many hours going at Schuh i've been recently thinking about looking at another job. Maybe for the weekend or something that's only a few hours on a Saturday. I don't know, i like having my weekends free, but i can't work part timer forever, especially with the amount of plans and ideas i've recently come up with, i need as much money as possible! Who knows, i've applied for a couple of jobs here and there i guess i'll just have to wait and see.
Last weekend was brilliant, Essex came to Leicester for one night only! Tom and his friend came to stay at mine for the night and in true Sunny Beach style we all ended up getting smashed throughout the day at SoarPoint and then continuing to stubble into town later than night only too end up doing some BAD drunken dancing and shots of sambuca. I think everyone woke up with a sore head that Sunday morning, but mum was a darl and got the kettle on. Ended up showing the boys Bradgate Park as it was a lovely hot day and bought the old camera along! I miss using my camera! I know i say this alot, but i was recently looking through my old flickr an realised that i used to take it EVERYWHERE! I need to start remembering to get it in my bag whenever i go places. It was so good to see Tom. Feels like a weight had been lifted i guess. Me and Sherri were so desperate to see him and it was lovely just to talk about life in Sunny Beach and have a drink again. A weekend in Essex is currently being planned for the start of next month!! I best bust out the fake tan and invest in some new clobber! Word on the street is they're taking us Sugar Hut! If any of you have seen 'The Only Way Is Essex' you'll know this is a massive deal!!
I've been home just over 4 weeks now and i can safely say that it feels like i haven't been anywhere!! I'm bored again, i'm back into the same old routine and i need something to look forward to. I guess the only good thing about only working part time is having a bit of free time to do stuff. Go visit people and what not. So a trip to Essex, a trip to Camden Market with my cousin, mum and aunty, a cheeky trip too Nottingham to see Dan, hopefully a trip to Bridlington at some point to see my favourite Yorkshire babes, another trip too London to go visit Cortez (because i've STILL not been to see him), a trip to Liverpool, and one day maybe close to Christmas or just after i want to go see all mine and Sherri's favourite Vikings and go to Denmark! I think with short trips here and there i'll just about manage staying at home for another year. Remember when i started counting down to working in Bulgaria for the first time. I think i started at 10 months? Here goes again! 7 short months an counting until i'm reunited with some of my favourite Bulgs!! I think staying here for Christmas and new year is my best bet with saving money. As much as i'd love to jump straight on a plane to somewhere it's not realistic. Sunny Beach 7 months from now, and Thailand straight after. I've finally got a plan and i kinder like it. As long as i'm kept happy from now until then i think i'll be fine. I've said before; i like my life, i like how i have no tie downs and i like how the world is my oyster. Cheesy, but you know!
All i need now is Halloween plans, and new years eve plans!!! What are you lot all doing? 2012! It's a big one. I kinder fancy London for it. Ouch sorry bank account. (and i'm meant to be saving)
This weeks plans consist of work (standard), possibly handing a few cvs out here and there, a steak night tomorrow with a few from schuh, writing my shopping list for when i get paid (see ya later wages), day off Thursday will be spent in bed doing nothing, making a few 'studenty' cds for the student lock in on Thursday, brothers birthday Friday, making brothers birthday present (oldskool), charity shop shopping, and a trip to the doctors. So that's my week. Nothing too exciting, but at the same time not too boring.
Anyway, hope this has caught you all up to date with my life! I'm gunna have to love you and leave you! Have an early start tomorrow! Much love x