rest in peace

few of my favourite people.

:)

I've been gone from here for quite abit of time. I'm not sure why, just sometimes i find it really hard to think of something to write, and even if i do, i've gotta hope whoever reads this finds it interesting. There isn't really alot to update you on. Works slightly dragging now christmas is over, and it's weird having only having a few people in compared the massive amounts of staff we had over christmas and new year. I'm starting to get restless now. It's a new year and summers so close yet still so far. There's still so much to be done, and i would like to try and save a hell of lot more money this time round! Bulgaria is happening again and whenever i think about it, i manage to make myself feel sick from excitement. It's like, my year is in 2 halves. I spend half with my summer family, and half with my real family. Both halves are amazing in their own way. I think christmas is one of my favourite times of year. I get to spend time with my parents, my grandparents, my brother and the rest. I get to see my old friends that come home from uni. I love it..At the same time, summer. I can't listen to Avicii without it putting the biggest grin on my face. I'm looking at about 15 weeks and i'll be back. Be back with some of the people that helped me survive last year! Having broke the news to my mum that i'm going back (she wasn't best pleased) i can now look forward and get on the list of 'things to do'. It's quite a big list, which is why i'm starting now. I'm looking forward to the next few weeks. I've got my birthday, which should be amazing if certain people show up that i've been told will. I'm excited to have everyone together. Essentially, both summer, and winter families (a select few) together, dancing, and drinking. What could be better?
I've got alot to look forward too, which is what i'm buzzing off. This is what i love about life. What have you all got to look forward too? I hope it's something good. Don't be boring.
Summer love ♥

Skinny Love, explained.

I'm actually a bit fed up at the minute. Don't get me wrong i'm happily going about my everyday job, earning and attempting to save up, but it's just dragging! I need something to look forward too! I guess i've got my birthday coming up, and i'm excited for a night out in Notts with Dan and Matt. It will be good to finally go out with them since Sunny considering they love the bloody closest! I'm getting bored of the cold now! I want the beach on my doorstep, i wanna walk to work in shorts and a bikini, i wanna live in flip flops and spend the day chatting to people and drinking cocktails. I want blazing heat all day everyday, and to get my tan back!! I'm bored of coats and boots and scarves. Roll on May. I might even start flight searching tonight.
Sunny Beach 2012 ♥

Haven't blogged in a while. A lazy and hungover Sunday deserves a photo. I'll update you all when i'm in the mood to write. At the minute i just wanna watch dancing on ice and drink tea. I'll be back soon xx

My tiny but amazing dvd collection. Deserves a go on here.

I hate it when people say 'i don't know what i want'. It should be simple, you either want me or you don't.

:)

500 Days Of Summer

A few reason's why i love this film..

The casting is perfect. A beautiful couple that at some points in the film are perfect for each other.
The soundtrack, The Smiths ♥
The story, this is not a love story. I like it because it's realistic. People get together, fall in love, and break up. It's completely natural, and i love how the narrative is told.
The filming, the constant jumping back and fourth throughout the 500 days. I like the contrast in the moods. I like the snippets throughout it too, clips told from the characters point of view on 'love'.
I'm gunna put it out there to be my favourite film ♥

I missed day 3 out because i have too many favourite foods.

♥

A nice photo and a wasted photo of my girls. You decide.

Last night was eventful. It was good to see Becca for the first time since my leaving do! (not long then). It felt like we were kind of going back a couple of years though, seeing Lucy in Queen Of Bradgate again behind the bar it really did feel like summer of 2010 again. i think i can thank this headache for the stupidly strong cocktails and shots we were drinking. I also had endless vodka redbulls which just made me wanna danceeee! Out of all the people in mosh i ended up catching the eye of a gay guy, which resulted in us becoming best friends and him telling me all about how he thinks his boyfriend was going to cheat on him. Before i knew it, i felt like Jezza Kyle and was outside trying to get them to talk. He also didn't stop going on about how i was too pretty for anyone but he really wasn't in to girls. Thankgod for him clearing that one up! jackie pulled (standard). Me and Lucy ended up in the food place next door for what seemed like a good 2 hours, before we headed to Sophbeck to carry on the night. Sophbeck was same old really, too hot, too many weirdos, and downstairs had the same beat going for about 10 minutes i swear! Was good to see the brother though and the usuals that he's out with most times. As the soberness started i stumbled into bed at about 6 after some embarrassing texts and messages to people that i really regretted this morning. Brilliant.

A night out with these pair is much needed. ♥

I'm fed up of having the same sort of dreams at night. Something in my life needs to change in order for my thoughts when i'm sleeping to change right? Question is, what?

Day 2.

Not exactly the most fierce looking thing is it...

I like this.

Taken from http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/30ugyU/familyonbikes.org/blog/2011/11/50-lessons-i-wish-i-had-learned-earlier/

Now that I’m old and gray (but not quite in my rocker yet!) I look back on my life and think about things I wish I knew earlier. It would have made my life so much easier if I knew then what I know now. Here’s my list of things I wish I could turn back the hands of time to tell my younger self. Maybe it’s not too late for you.

1. You’re stronger than you think you are.
2. Mistakes teach you important lessons. Every time you make one, you’re one step closer to your goal.
3. There is nothing to hold you back except you.
4. You can press forward long after you can’t. It’s a matter of wanting it bad enough.
5. No matter how much progress you make there will always be the people who insist that whatever you’re trying to do is impossible.
6. You are limited only by your own imagination. Let it fly.
7. Perception is reality.
8. Your instincts can be trusted.
9. There is only one question to ask yourself: “What would you do if you were not afraid?”
10. It’s often hard to tell just how close you are to success.
11. The only mistake that can truly hurt you is choosing to do nothing simply because you’re too scared to make a mistake.
12. Never let success get to your head, and never let failure get to your heart.
13. You have to fight through some bad days to earn the best days of your life.
14. Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it.
15. Do what you love, not what you think you’re supposed to do.
16. Laughter is the best medicine for stress. Laugh at yourself often.
17. If you want to feel rich, just count all the great things you have that money can’t buy.
18. Forgiving yourself is far more important than getting others to forgive you.
19. If you awake every morning with the thought that something wonderful will happen in your life today, you’ll often find that you’re right.
20. Be nice to yourself.
21. For the most part, it doesn’t matter what people think. Follow your own truth.
22. No education is wasted. Drink in as many new experiences as you can.
23. Making one person smile can change the world.
24. Don’t forget to enjoy your journey!
25. You never know how strong you really are until being strong is the only choice you have.
26. Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
27. You cannot change what you refuse to confront.
28. Crying doesn’t indicate that you’re weak. It doesn’t always solve your problems either.
29. No matter how many mistakes you make or how slow you progress, you are still way ahead of everyone who isn’t trying.
30. Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass, it’s about learning to dance in the rain.
31. You can learn great things from your mistakes when you aren’t busy denying them.
32. Give up worrying about what others think of you.
33. When you stop chasing the wrong things you give the right things a chance to catch you.
34. You have to accept that some things will never be yours, and learn to appreciate the things that are only yours.
35. As Henry Ford put it, “Whether you think you can or you think you can’t, you are right.”
36. Don’t be afraid to move out of your comfort zone. Some of your best life experiences and opportunities will transpire only after you dare to lose.
37. Giving up doesn’t always mean you’re weak, sometimes it means you are strong enough and smart enough to let go.
38. You’ll rarely be 100% sure it will work. But you can always be 100% sure doing nothing won’t work.
39. Don’t dwell on the past or worry about the future for too long. Right now is life. Live it.
40. No matter how cautiously you choose your words, someone will always twist them around and misinterpret what you say. Just say what you need to say.
41. Not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of good luck.
42. If you are passionate about something, pursue it, no matter what anyone else thinks. That’s how dreams are achieved.
43. If you keep doing what you’re doing, you’ll keep getting what you’re getting.
44. What lies before us and behind us are tiny matters when compared to what lies within us.
45. Don’t pray when it rains if you don’t pray when the sun shines.
46. It’s not about getting a chance, it’s about taking a chance.
47. If it were easy everyone would do it.
48. Be vulnerable.
49. A problem is a chance for you to learn.
50. Regardless of the situation, life goes on.

By the way.

'Is he your boyfriend yet?'
'Next question...?'

Making it harder for men to think of original and different ways to propose.

♥

I can't really sum up my past couple of days in a blog. I had such a good time down in London and it was so good to see him. I'd do it all again if i had the chance! It's just, complicated. I didn't want it to get complicated but it has. I'll just stick to what i do best and go with it. What happens, happens..what doesn't, doesn't. Sometimes things get in the way of other things and there's not alot you can do about it, but i guess that's just life.
The past 2 days have been really really lovely, and i miss him already.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!