I've been well rubbish on here lately. My blog is consisting mostly of photographs these days as i've just not been in the mood to describe my days in full detail. Nothing worth writing about ever happens anyway so it's probably best just to describe what sort of mood i'm in using photos. It seems to work quite well.
So where do i start, trying to get back into this is harder than expected. I don't want to bore you all to death with me going on about work, but thats basically the only thing i do so it's the only thing i have to talk about. Fun right -.-
It's not really got any better, still don't like being there, and when i'm there if certain people are not working i'm literally counting down the minutes until i can leave. the amount of people i've bumped into who have been and moved on makes me a little frustrated. Jamie; whos happy within his new job, getting paid stacks and telling me that leaving schuh was the best decision he ever made, Rebz whos now happy and loving every minute of her new job, and Cortez whos just chillin in Levis looking cool. Lucky people. Decided to actually do what i'm told for once and listen to Cortez after he said 'ABBZZZZZ GET OUT OF SCHUH MAN'. That, my love, is what i'm trying to do. Even if it takes applying for one of schuhs soon to be major competitor. Least i'll be getting more hours, hopefully full time so i can save like mad and get out of this place.
IN THE MEAN TIME THOUGH.
Everything else seems to be okay.
Pretty skint which is harsh as there are about 3434 different clothes i want. Think my wardrobe is in the need of an update. You can tell i'm good at saving.
Also with next pay packet, need to ACTUALLY send off for my driving licence. Mum said she would pay half so thats all good, just need to get my photo done for it.
Also need to get a new passport. Effort, and also 80 quid missing from my bank account. ouch.
Suppose should get it sorted if i do plan on going abroad this summer. Might help eh.
Enjoying how much me and Sherri have in common recently. The same person? Both wondering what the hell we're doing at schuh, both want to get out into the big wide world. Both skint. Shame.
So heres a list of the things i want. Ever. Maybe one day i'll be able to tick them all off. (as if)

1. A full driving licence .... Including a car.... and money for petrol...and everything else that comes with a car. Basically about 3 grand needed for all this. Cheers thanks.
2. A new job , with new people and better hours. Somewhere i look forward to going and enjoying work.
3. New wardrobe, including plenty of jewellery. About 500 quid needed.
4. Creamfields ticket, just because. About 150 quid needed.
5. Some sort of holiday, i don't care where, just take me to a beach. Pretty chuffed i'm getting skeggy with Sherri sorted though, gives me at least something to look forward too. 100-500 quid needed.
6. A nice boy over summer, please!
7. My own flat, i know that this one is abit out there, but its what i want so it's staying on the list! about 400 quid a month needed. Paha.
8. Carry on going gym and hopefully get to a level of fitness i'm happy with. 10 quid each month needed.
9. ZANTE 2011. Sun sea and sand for 4-5 months next year with Hannah. Pretty much perfect. 700 quid needed (purely spending money to live on whilst i'm out there as i'll be working at the same time).
10. I WANT TO JOIN THE POLICE FORCE. My last plan really, hopefully by the time i'm back from Zante they will be recruiting. I'm hoping they will appreciate abit of life experience and i'll hopefully still be at a right fitness level to actually pass the tests to get in. Hopefully when i'm in i can start work on becoming a dog handler.

So yeah, thats my life plan so far. Don't hold your breath though, i've always been a dreamer and i change my mind frequently but i seem to have had these ten little points etched in my brain for longer than a month now so i guess that must mean something ;). Turns out i need an awful lot of money to do all of these things, best get that new job then, that will hopefully tick alot off at once :) I've written quite alot considering i didn't know what to say. Its good to be back.