Friday.

Hello, it's not even 9am yet and i'm already up showered and dressed. Due to the fact the electric metre man said he will be arriving any time from 8am to 8pm i now have to be in all day until he comes. Quite ridiculous i'd say. I also didn't sleep very well last night, so today i'm very tired and just want to sleep in the sun. Boo.
Some how i seem to have found myself in between a rock and a hard place, i don't really know what to do but i guess i knew this all along so here's the part where you tell me 'i told you so'. You're just too nice to have around.
I understand this sounds deep coming from a 19 year old hopeless romantic but i literally have no idea what i'm doing with my life. It's all abit fucked at the minute and it's driving me mad but i guess i've just got enjoy the summer with the people that matter. I've always loved the little things the most so the first step to putting a smile on my face is the weather.
This is short but i'm rubbish with my words at the minute, i think it pretty much sums up where i am though...abit, well.. lost?