sayin'

So, my summer was 100% epic. Drinking everyday, meeting new people, making friends, flirting, having the beach and sun on my doorstep and doing some pretty mental stuff that i'm afraid; has stayed in Sunny Beach. I'm pretty sure it's been one of the best things that i've ever done. I've missed my family, friends and some other small material things, but besides that i'm quite happy with the result this summer has left me. Most importantly, the things that i've gained from working away for 5 months is the amazing friends i've made. It's weird, i think that doing something like this has messed me up a little. The same way that when speaking to other workers out there, i can completely relate to the point they're trying to get across. For example, i think all this travelling and working away stuff is addictive. To a point where, you're trapped in this big bubble for so many months that it's all you think about, it's all you eat, sleep and live, and when you think about home you get quite upset, so as horrible as it sounds, you try your hardest not to think about home. It gets addictive because when you're in an environment like that, you instantly connect with people and easily become attatched. It's like you make your own family for yourself, and when it comes to leaving them, sometimes it's just as hard as when you left your actual family, all those months ago. So this attatchment to people can only mean one thing. You want to see them, again, as soon as possible really, and that means travelling to wherever they live or wherever they, will be spending the next season. Nobody likes to say goodbye forever. Why should we? I'm abit scared that doing this has made me open my eyes more to the world out there. I've always said that, i just want to see it all. I'm probably going to find it quite hard to settle now. But anyway, that's just my point of view on it. This probably doesn't even make sense to most people.
Tomorrow i'm going to spend some quality time with my mum, do abit of shopping and then go cinema. No matter how much i love travelling, i love my mum more. I've missed her more than anything. Maybe one day, i'll be able to bring her with me and one of my exciting adventures. Much love xxx