i should be so lucky..

Sometimes i think it's easy for us all to forget how lucky we are. We are blessed with the most simple of luxuries and the sad thing about it, is that half of us don't even realise it. We're all guilty of it. Taking for granted what we see and have day in, day out is something most people can put there hand up to. With the big tragedy that's recently happened in Japan i guess it highlights how lucky we all are even more. We moan when pay day is too far away, we moan when we can't afford something we want, when we have to go to work, when we have to clean up after ourselves. It's petty. The people in Japan are wandering the streets with nothing to their name. They have no family, no home, and only the clothes on their backs. I live in a beautiful home, i have all my family and have been very very lucky not to lose anyone close to me yet, i have all my grandparents, i have an alright-ish job that see's me through, i have qualifications, the best friends, and good health. But that's just the basics. We all have our luxuries that in this day and age we see more of necessities. A phone, a laptop, nice clothing, an ipod. I don't even know why i'm going into this so deeply! I'm just feeling overwhelmed at the moment with how lucky i am. I guess if you're reading this, you should be too! :)

I guess part of me is annoyed that i'll be missing a couple of good festivals, and also Pro Green who's playing in Leicester in May. But then again i'll be more or less living on a beach all summer so who's to complain.

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So i have had a pretty decent week i'd say! Work has been a pleasure to have Sherri back! On Thursday i had my dreaded fillings which i was oh so nervous about. I think i have quite nice teeth and need to start looking after them abit better. No sugary snacks, a whole lot of mouthwash, and definately no more energy drinks for me!! I guess it did hurt, quite a bit when they we're drilling the bottom one as they had to go in quite deep to get all the decayed tooth out, which shocked me considering i couldn't feel a thing when they did my top one. I think the numbness must have wore off abit or something! I was glad that i had my mum there though, as silly as that seems i think i would have freaked out or something. It feels so weird to have fillings! Like i can't properly bite my teeth together and i don't even know if it's meant to feel like that. Weird!! In a couple of weeks i've got to go back and get the other side of my mouth sorted! Dreading it knowing it's just gunna hurt again but i'd much rather get it sorted before i go away as i wouldn't want my teeth causing any problems once i was out there. Imagine trying to get to see a bulgarian dentist?! Do they even have dentists out there? Probably not eh. But yeah, like i said...i'm just happy that it's over and done with!
Friday, me and Sherri did what we do best and dressed up as Jedward for comic relief. We went to work with clown faces painted on which was quite effective as we looked pretty much identical. After a couple of hours and the money box starting to fill we got told that we had to wash it off as small kids were getting scared. A little annoyed as we had gone town extra early to do the face paint we washed it off. I guess it was nice to be able to breathe in your own skin and we still looked pretty good. We didn't really raise much money, (£23.55p) but i don't care. Watching the comic relief show last night really bought home how much every penny counts. It made all the effort worth it knowing we'd be doing some good, even if it wasn't much, it's more than most people :) I guess it gives people at work something to remember us by when we've gone! haha!
I don't really have alot planned for this weekend. Today i've done nothing other than get showered, dressed and sit in the garden listening to The Overtones and Adele! The weather has been bloody lovely and it's made me all excited for the summer even more! Just to think, i'll be waking up to this sort of weather every single day, with a beach at the end of my road, and all with my best wingman ♥ :) Tomorrow, i'm hoping the weather stays nice as i'm heading town to meet the one and only for some drinks and then going to the staff meeting later on in the afternoon! Literally, i have no idea why i need to go. Pretty sure they will just be repeating everything i already know but i guess it will be nice to see everyone.
I hope everyones been okay this past week! :) peaceeee x

Now, i'm not one to moan...

Something that i can't stand and something that i find really unattractive on a person is when they can't stope complaining about something or moaning about something which i really couldn't care less about. It really, really annoys me. Complaing all day long is not going to solve the situation, it's not going to make it better, it is just going to make everyone around you sulk because the conversation isn't a happy one. I just don't get it, if you feel so strongly about it, do something about it and don't just tell the nearest person. Words will not make a difference in your case! Please, shut up and get on with life. Keep calm and carry on, the best quote and words ever. I probably sound like a bit of a hypocrite but it's not like i have much to complain about, which i'm very happy about. Don't be one of them glass half empty people!! MUCH LOVE x

saturday

WEDNESDAY

I'm half way through the week and it's been okay so far. Today stressed me out abit at work but that's nothing new. I swear some people just think us lot have ten hands or something. Not many people know this, I guess Sherri does though because she see's it at work more than most people, but the thing i hate, is not getting a job finished. If i've started doing something i've been set for the day, or the week i have to get it finished. Leaving half a job realllllllllllllly annoys me, and it seems at that place, this happens alot. I know it sounds petty but i guess it's just one of those little things that get under my skin. I guess today was just one of them days. However, after work i was greeted by Sherri and her lovely Niece that was so completely adorable. We had a look for holiday stuff and ended up in Urban Pie as perrr. Lovely. Doing a full day tomorrow which is good! Finally abit of extra money! You can really tell when i've done a couple of proper days work when it comes to the end of the month wage. I mean, i'll be getting about the same amount of money just for tomorrow that i would be for the whole bloody week! (almost)
Looking forward to the weekend! It seems ages since my last weekend! It's my brothers engagement party Saturday night. So that will be nice to see everyone and have a drink. I still need to find something to wear though...hello new purchase? NO! I can't.
There's not a whole lot else i've got planned within the next few days. Hoping the weather picks up abit for Friday as i wanna take my camera out again. Took it out today thinking it was going to be a sunny day, but the trip to Abbey Park with the bambino didn't turn out because it was tooooo cold. Really want to get some usage out of my camera considering how much money it bloody cost!
My rooms a complete tip aswell!!! Nothing new there. By tip i mean, it could do with a good hoover and polish of everything too. I love having a clean and tidy room. It makes me think clearer and it's nice to get home from work and just chillout in a pretty bedroom. I think when i get in from work tomorrow if i'm not too tired i'll stick on the ipod and get to it. I need to start properly sorting out all my summer clothes too! I've made a start but nowhere near finished! Anyone care to come help?
I suppose i best get to bed anywayyyy, early start tomorrow and i've still got to sort my uniform out. I'm feeling a comfy baggy jeans day, so if you do come to see me excuse my choice of clothing as i will look like a little boy :) Goodnight! xx

Oh how beautiful this man is.