hello

Ok so i've not been the best at updating this recently but i honestly have been quite busy. It's all about work work work, having done loads of over time and loads of full days in the past few weeks. I'm not at all complaining, i need every penny i can get, and its as close to full time work as i can get so i'm happy to be spending most my time there knowing i'm getting paid a good wage, and having a good laugh with some of the people i work with. I've spent this weekend with Sherri, not doing much other than living in my bedroom. Friday night i thought i'd do my wonderful brother a favour by nipping his to look after obie for an hour or so (even though it did mess up all my friday plans... arn't i a good sister!) I then went and caught a bus to my cousins as shes in a really bad place regarding boyfriends. I hate seeing someone in a state like that, actually heartbroken but i can relate to everything she was telling me, as i have been there before. Although she might not think it, it does get better. So attempting to cheer her up i provided chocolate and sweets and we stayed up chatting until the early hours. Saturday i met Sherri in town and we shopped for our last minute bits for our 'halloween' outfit. Pretttty excited considering we have managed to keep it such a secret so far. Roll on next Friday and all will be revealed. Plenty of photos too follow i'm sure. So Saturday night we got the food and drink in (vimpto) and stayed up watching xfactor, and youtube videos, family guy and eating way too much chocolate cake. All good.
Decided that i'm gunna send off for my provisional when i next get paid as last month i was quite good with my wages and only bought stuff that i actually NEEDED. (Yes, i did need that pair of docs for work... )So my point being, i'm quite liking being sensible with my money and not wasting it on clothes that i'll only wear once. I think once i've got my provisional i'll be more inclined to actually start doing some driving lessons. (Writing all this on here makes me hope that i might actually stick to doing most of the stuff i come out with knowing people read it and actually believe it!) I've actually managed to set my savings account up properly as last time i managed to forget my pin having not used it in about 2 years. You can only imagine how little funds i had in there really. Now thats up and running hopefully i'll start getting a nice amount into there which can be used for a rainy day.. i.e Bulgaria.
Theres a lot to look forward too at the minute. I'm pretty much an open book with nothing to hold me back. It's so exciting. I'm happy and content and i guess the only thing i can grumble at is the amount i miss a couple of my best friends. Knowing that i'll be seeing them in a couple of weeks is the best feeling though and with a few other events inbetween, the next few months are looking up.

take a chance.

chuck bass you beautiful person.

any of these.

I FEEL SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to go from being on a massive busy high and from laughing all day and running around work all day long to coming home and getting news like that is not good for you i swear.
I could cry but instead i'm going to watch gossip girl round my brothers.

Keep.calm.and.carry.on

i miss you

Mumford and sons and the maccabees on stage together is like perfection.

oh hiiiiiii!!!

Hello, i haven't blogged properly in quite a long time, but considering mumford and sons are playing, i've not got to be up early and i'm quite content, i thought why not. Everythings lovely at the minute. There gets a point in the day where for about 5 minutes i miss some of my friends so much i just wanna catch a train to go see them all last minute. But after the 5 minutes i know that it's not long until christmas where i get to see them all together ! But anyway, like i was saying i'm really happy at the minute other than this little glitch. This weekend was pretty amazing, i may have spent silly amounts but i really couldn't care less, i have some pretty good injokes running between me and sherri after the last minute trip to skeg. Photos below! I love having something to look forward too, and now i don't really feel that much is going off. Still counting down the months until i get out of this place. I'm not quite sure people actually believe that i'm going to do it. I've always been a bit of a dreamer, and having high hopes for everything which i guess is sometimes a bad thing when it comes to things like this. When i tell people the things i want too do eventually and they just laugh at you, it kinder makes you question whether you can actually do it. I will do it though, all the laughing and the 'i won't believe it until you're there' banter just makes me want it more. Just to prove a point, because i hate to be wrong.
(I think i'm rambling abit now. Maccabees just came onto spotify. Massive love)

Goodnight. P.s it would be good to get some feedback, or just to know somebody actually reads this. I have no idea if you people enjoy reading this mess! Cool. x