sleep is for the weak??

total hours of sleep last night :- 2.5

Looks like if i want to do everything right within the next few months i'm going to need a lot more money than i currently have. With only a little saved i'm going to have to cut back majorly on the things i love most; clothes and alcohol. Easier said than done, i spend my wages before i even get them and even though i'm nearly skint at this moment in time, i'm craving a night out. Great. Decided i'm well up for creamfields this year, i'm not missing my opportunity this year. Funny how things turn out isn't it. Creamfields 09 was a deffo no no, but this year i've seen the line up and ready for the uv paint. Are you ready?
Looking forward to the pub crawl when we get paid however, Will is organising it and hasn't stopped going on about it all day so i'm hoping it's worth all his excitement. I can't believe it was Hannahs last shift today either, very sad as i say bye to another one. It bought back memories of when i had to say bye to Cortez! She loved her Edward and Jacob picture! It's wierd how many people have left/are thinking of leaving. It makes me want to leave. Everyone's moving on and i feel i should be too but i'm stuck here with people asking 'what are you doing'. I hate that question. Ask me that question in September and hopefully i'll have a plan. Whatever happens, i won't be in Leicester much longer. I know i always say this, i don't blame you for thinking 'yeah right', sometimes i don't think i can do it myself, but i need change.
I will sort my life out, and whoever reads this will be there every step of the way, just wait; when i'm rich and famous this blog will be worth millions!!

Kieran complained that he was never mentioned in any of my blogs, maybe because i don't expect someone like you to read them? Kieran works at schuh, and bullies me in the stockroom. However annoying this can be, i do enjoy working with him, you're alright i suppose :)
(this good enough for you?)

p.s Hi Jackie, i know you're also reading too.

bring on summer 2010.

IS IT BAD THAT

i like justin biebers song 'baby' ?

yesterday

was pretty good, not laughed about one thing like that for ages! Charlieeeeee! me and Jackie have found our new love. I know you will be reading so i won't repeat everything we said once again. Those who don't know, i've got a feeling you sort of had to be there/know. Soz. Went town and did abit of shopping, got some amazingggg joggers/comfy trousers, although i went to wear them today and they fell to bits on me, not happy! Could easily repair them but why should i when i spent 20 quid on them! Hopefully will be getting a new pair tomorrow, know what i'm chilling in Sunday! Had a drink in good old cafe nero and laughed some more, saw Allyson too which was nice. Decided Gynsills would be a good idea to get food, 2 for a tenner, can't go wrong! It rained, but oh well. Was meant to be going cinema with cortez but i should learn by now that if i don't hear anything i should just stay home! He had some buisness to attend to last minute so i spent money in paperchase. Bit dissapointed how my 'alphabet beads' don't include the letters, N, L, or V. Not good as i was going to make braclets for people that included the word 'love'. Another thing i need to return tomorrow. Been shopping today with mother, bought some goodies and treated myself to some grey nail varnish. Thats all in right?
Tonight should be good, pre lash and then hopefully out. I'm pretty skint but after tonight i'm giving my mum my card and not letting myself spend anything i don't need! Trying to save bad for life and it's just not happening! Money burns a whole far too easily! Anyway, thats all to report for now... will probably update you of how last night went tomorrow. Hopefully won't be feeling to rough as i've got work, should be fun :|
xxx

WHATS A PLAN WITHOUT A PLAN B?

really really really liking Plan B at the minute, he may have gone mainstream and all poppy on us, but still catchy and heard him in the live lounge this morning and i was fixed!!!

ola

Hello there, It's Wednesday morning and i've just woken up, must have slept funny last night also as my neck and back are bloody killing! Had some right weird dreams also. I won't go into them, might slightly freak you all out. Not really been doing alot recently. Had a nice weekend, had it off work which was nice, but i felt i was missing out on something at work. Still popped in Saturday to see the crew. Decided you're shit and never want to see you again, if you even know you even read this because i told you about it enough times you would know this but i know 100% you won't read it so i can say what i want. You shouldn't have been how you were, you should back off. Saturday made me realise this, thats all. Went out with the schuh lot Saturday, which was lovely as Becca met up with us too, ended up in Mosh which surprised me! Was nice to see Marc, and bumping into Cortez made my nighttt :) Got told that Becca pushes my buttons and that she controls me? Don't know what thats all about but shes my friend, we tend to spend alot of time together and be very close in general, have you never seen two people like this before? We must be something special. Also, saw Will-i-am in mosh, and Lynn you waster, i'll leave it at that. Felt abit hungover Sunday so therefore didn't really do much. Went out that night though, couldn't resist with Jackie being back and drinks a pound anyone? Calum gave me a lift in which got me there just in time, any later and i would have been queing on my own right at the back! It was so busy, could hardly move and getting drinks made us just not bother sometimes. Saw Jamie and Laura which was lovely, not seen them since before they went Aus. Glad i finally got things cleared up with Laura, and we're all okay now. I could have hugged the life out of Jamie though, refrained as didn't think it would be appropiate. Pissed me off how big headed some people were being about drugs. It's not cool, and i will leave that matter. Ended up being just me and Jackie by the end of it, Becca had gone home, as she wasn't feeling it, and Charlotte and Izzy had dissapeared to somewhere. Loved how both of us we're bloody loving it! Met loads of mates, didn't pull, but obviously the mates we're more comedy value! Got home, about half 3 and slept until i had to get up for half 8 the next day for work! Grim! Surprisingly okay though, 2 energy drinks got me through even though i was convinced they were filtering something through the vents and sending us all wappy. Turns out we had all been drinking high quantities of caffiene. All fun though, bouncing of the walls.
So that was my weekend, nothing special but a pretty decent one. Nice to have Jackie back! Nothing much planned this week, seeing Jackie Thursday , and Cortez in the evening for a film. Other than that , it's all work work work. Moneys alright i suppose. Thats all for today! x

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