i wish i was this age again

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well then;

It seems ages since i last wrote one of these . I'm either too busy , cba , or when it comes to it , i have nothing interesting to write . Who ever reads this surely doesnt want to hear my daily events at work . Incase you were wondering though , this week has been lovely so far . Good people at work make the day go so much better . Me and Dan had a war using carmex in the office , i dressed up in something and walked out onto the shop floor , (this shouldnt have been allowed at all!) , me and Dan procceding to bully each other is like a vicious circle , actually don't want him to leave ! best manager thankyou . Went round Wills on Wednesday to watch I'm a Cyborg , but its ok . It was a strange one to say the least . I reckon i prefered oldboy , as it had a more obvious storyline , although the way I'm a Cyborg was filmed was amazing . Very arty. Will cooked food which was nice and that was my Wednesday . Found out i will be getting a bonus next pay day which is like next Thursday ! Good times. I wish schuh would change my contracted hours however as im still contracted 8 hours a week and i do alot more , and when it comes down to holiday and these sorts of things , i don't get what i should be getting . But oh well , i'm not really complaining , just saying . Dans leaving do is on the 4th of Feb which should be pretty messy , hoping to send him off to Manc with a bang . Hes already told me what he wants as a leaving present . cheeky git . Hoping to go see Jackie this month also , might use my bonus to go see her or i won't end up seeing her for a long while . Not even for my birthday which makes me sad ! So that should be pretty don . Go mental up Liverpool for a couple of days and then sleep it off on the coach home . Sounds perfect to me . Ive missed C2 haha . Talking about my birthday , im 19 soon .How rubbish is that . I don't wanna be 19 . 18 was the best age ! 19 is one of 20 . 2o is old . I need ideas what to do for it none the less . I want something that everyone will enjoy . Soarpoint and mosh does not do this as i know only a select few would be up for that . Ive got just over a month to think about it anyway , no rush . If your wondering , i want money for my birthday , which will go into my savings account asap . Obviously not all of it . Might want some new threads before hand eh. No luck on the job front . I can tell you now , SO frustrating knowing you can't get anywhere and your stuck . I hate it . More than anything. This weekend i plan to sort it all out . How, i dont know but i will .
I best get ready for work now anyway , hopefully it goes quick and were not too busy as i want to get out on time . Hitting Leicester tonight with a few mates which should be a good one, no work tomorrow or sunday ! Donnn. Very good times indeed. Ill try and keep you updated of the weekends events . Although im not sure there will be anything exciting , i guess you never know though . Peace and love !
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'Maturity's a wrapped-up package deal or so it seems. Ditching teenage fantasy means ditching all your dreams. All your friends and peers and family solemnly tell you you will have to grow up. Be and adult. Be bored and unfulfilled. But no one's yet explained to me exactly what's so great about slaving 50 years away on something that you hate. About meekly shuffling down the path of mediocrity. Well if that's your road then take it but it's not the road for me.'

free as a bird

we are a beautiful mess

I can't think of anything to say . Work was nice today . Alot of people came in who i knew , and i was working with safe people . I'm looking forward to tomorrow night , but i won't get too hyped about it , it always seems a let down when i do that . I want to start reading again , anything ... so when i next get chance im going libary . Like carrie from SATC , you can't beat the smell of libary books . I also need to go doctors , and do various bits and bobs at home . Oh what a life i lead . Thought id update you anyway , thought it had been a while . Just wish i had more to report . Maybe something big will happen soon ...

strange mood

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