DANS LEAVING :( DONT GO DAN .
:( :(
Friday, 8 January 2010
oh life.
Well last night was certainly an experience ! Enjoyed it though , i love them all . Jamie ; Laura is lovely . So , company was amazing , music was pretty decent and i was laughing alot . Happy birthday keiran ! I enjoyed the sofa moment me and him had . We found ourselves laughing for no apparent reason , then he pulled out some mini cookies out of nowhere . I think i fell in love with him . It was nice to talk to Lynn too . I think i could sit there for hours and just listen about all her adventures from around the world . I'm glad ive finally met someone thats so passionate about travelling too . I also enjoy how were meeting up to plan a trip somewhere soon as possible and she said i'm the perfect candidate for it . Lynn , you are just what i needed . It was nice to get home and into bed , best feeling ever and i didn't want to move ! So today is gunna be pretty unproductive i feel . Might look out for some jobs over the net . Hmmm .
I like how if Dan wins the lottery hes gunna buy me a premium spotify account :)
x
I like how if Dan wins the lottery hes gunna buy me a premium spotify account :)
x
Thursday, 7 January 2010
bored now
of the same old scenery! Someone please employ me full time or donate about 2 grand my way so i can get out and see the world .
Wednesday, 6 January 2010
laura marling
I know I said I loved you but I'm thinking I was wrong,
I'm the first to admit that I'm still pretty young,
and I never meant to hurt you when I wrote you ten love songs.
but a guy that I could never get 'cause his girlfriend was pretty fit
and everyone who knew her loved her so.
and I made you leave her for me and now I'm feeling pretty mean,
but my mind has fucked me over more times than any man could ever know.
Maybe I should give up, give in,
give up trying to be thin,
give up and turn into my mother,
god knows I love her.
and I'm sorry to which ever man should meet my sorry state,
watch my steady lonesome gait and beware.
I would never love a man 'cause love and pain go hand in hand
and I can't do it again.
So we stayed up late one night to try and get our problems right,
but I couldn't get into his head just what was going through my mind,
and I think he knew where I was going
he put Ryan Adams on
I think he thinks it makes me weak
it only ever makes me strong.
I've got this friend who sounds just like him,
now he's the man I'd leave you for, the man that I just adore like you.
The same man, he turns to me he said I've got to tell you how i feel,
if god could make the perfect girl for me it would be you
and my god told me not tell about how much do you love your fella?"
I don't know more everyday
not in this new romantic way.
I'll always be your first love, you'll always be my first love.
And I'm sorry to which ever man should meet my sorry state
watch my steady lonesome gait and beware,
I will never love a man 'cause I could never hurt a man in this way.
I will never love a man cause I could never hurt a man, not in this new romantic way.
I'm the first to admit that I'm still pretty young,
and I never meant to hurt you when I wrote you ten love songs.
but a guy that I could never get 'cause his girlfriend was pretty fit
and everyone who knew her loved her so.
and I made you leave her for me and now I'm feeling pretty mean,
but my mind has fucked me over more times than any man could ever know.
Maybe I should give up, give in,
give up trying to be thin,
give up and turn into my mother,
god knows I love her.
and I'm sorry to which ever man should meet my sorry state,
watch my steady lonesome gait and beware.
I would never love a man 'cause love and pain go hand in hand
and I can't do it again.
So we stayed up late one night to try and get our problems right,
but I couldn't get into his head just what was going through my mind,
and I think he knew where I was going
he put Ryan Adams on
I think he thinks it makes me weak
it only ever makes me strong.
I've got this friend who sounds just like him,
now he's the man I'd leave you for, the man that I just adore like you.
The same man, he turns to me he said I've got to tell you how i feel,
if god could make the perfect girl for me it would be you
and my god told me not tell about how much do you love your fella?"
I don't know more everyday
not in this new romantic way.
I'll always be your first love, you'll always be my first love.
And I'm sorry to which ever man should meet my sorry state
watch my steady lonesome gait and beware,
I will never love a man 'cause I could never hurt a man in this way.
I will never love a man cause I could never hurt a man, not in this new romantic way.
on a cold winters day
I feel the need to blog ! Perfect weather for it as im lying in bed wearing pjs , a over sized grey hoodie and a big scarf . I did have plans to wake up today , dye my hair , get ready for work and off i go . Turns out arriva was backing my idea of staying in bed and the buses are not running ! Theres something about the snow that makes everything seem about ten times prettier . My back garden looked amazing when it was untouched this morning , soon after the dog was prancing round in it and it didnt look so magical . Least he had fun though .
Yesturday was a strange one , a lot of things happened that made my day a little bit better . I got chatting to a lovely Irish lady at the bus stop about various things , and she offered to pay extra to my bus fair when the stupid bus driver wouldnt take my pound coin because it was dirty . I could have picked her up and hugged her right at that moment but luckily i had a spare quid floating around and there was no need to take her pension away .
I'm not entirely sure whats happened to the general public but it seems the weathers doing something as we have had the wierdest people ever come into work . What was with the beefcake man that wanted a pair of 'posh shoes' for playing snooker in , but also wanted something to give him height . Then he kept asking for my opinion , like i even care though really ! Then he was saying how hes built like a brick and i should see his arms . At that point i decided to get out as quickly as possible and swiftly approached another customer . The man didn't buy anything but did come back another two times . Complete wierdo !
The man in the wheel chair , you , probably opened my eyes alot actually . It just goes to show that you think like any one of us . Which is crazy because you must know you can't control what you do , and you must get some awful stares which is sick because you had a great sense of humour and i enjoyed the banter with you although you couldn't speak . Mental times , i hope your new cat boots serve you as well as the old ones .
After work , i felt some what very content . Dan let me go because i was getting annoyed over a addidas shoe and as i was walking through debenhams i felt somewhat excited to see how snowy it was , turned out to shoe quite a good effort and i walked to the bus station happily and trying not to slip over slightly fearing for my life . Bus didn't want to turn up , but i was happy to get a seat when it finally did . I was so shocked to see how much snow had fallen when i stepped off the bus ! Pure deep ! I enjoyed the crunching sound as i walked home . I didn't do anything last night , just debated dying my hair but thought id leave it until this morning , and thats where i am now . Debating what to do with my day off . It's stopped snowing which i didn't really want to happen as it means theres more chance of me having work tomorrow ! But oh well , anything could happen right .
Thats about it for this snowy wednesday anyway . snow photos will be up shortly no doubt ! Peace xxx ♥
Yesturday was a strange one , a lot of things happened that made my day a little bit better . I got chatting to a lovely Irish lady at the bus stop about various things , and she offered to pay extra to my bus fair when the stupid bus driver wouldnt take my pound coin because it was dirty . I could have picked her up and hugged her right at that moment but luckily i had a spare quid floating around and there was no need to take her pension away .
I'm not entirely sure whats happened to the general public but it seems the weathers doing something as we have had the wierdest people ever come into work . What was with the beefcake man that wanted a pair of 'posh shoes' for playing snooker in , but also wanted something to give him height . Then he kept asking for my opinion , like i even care though really ! Then he was saying how hes built like a brick and i should see his arms . At that point i decided to get out as quickly as possible and swiftly approached another customer . The man didn't buy anything but did come back another two times . Complete wierdo !
The man in the wheel chair , you , probably opened my eyes alot actually . It just goes to show that you think like any one of us . Which is crazy because you must know you can't control what you do , and you must get some awful stares which is sick because you had a great sense of humour and i enjoyed the banter with you although you couldn't speak . Mental times , i hope your new cat boots serve you as well as the old ones .
After work , i felt some what very content . Dan let me go because i was getting annoyed over a addidas shoe and as i was walking through debenhams i felt somewhat excited to see how snowy it was , turned out to shoe quite a good effort and i walked to the bus station happily and trying not to slip over slightly fearing for my life . Bus didn't want to turn up , but i was happy to get a seat when it finally did . I was so shocked to see how much snow had fallen when i stepped off the bus ! Pure deep ! I enjoyed the crunching sound as i walked home . I didn't do anything last night , just debated dying my hair but thought id leave it until this morning , and thats where i am now . Debating what to do with my day off . It's stopped snowing which i didn't really want to happen as it means theres more chance of me having work tomorrow ! But oh well , anything could happen right .
Thats about it for this snowy wednesday anyway . snow photos will be up shortly no doubt ! Peace xxx ♥
Tuesday, 5 January 2010
shivery
Though it was an appropiate time to write one of these , at 8:57 before ive got to get ready for work . I woke up today very well considering how warm and toasty my bed was . Outside looked very pretty but also a deathtrap!! How will i get to work without falling over i don't know . I need more winter clothes too . Why did i only get sequined dresses for christmas!! why o why . Descovered after shouting the dog i have no voice too , gunna be great today at work , all that customer service ill be throwing out everywhere coz they definitely will hear me . Er i have nothing else to say other than i can't be bothered to get in the shower coz i'm afraid i'll freeze as i'm stepping out . Hope everyone has a nice Tuesday , apparently all the kids are back to school today which is nice as i won't have to deal with them at work ! Annoying shits! So looking for a pretty chillaxed day at work today .
Friday, 1 January 2010
happy new year
I hate it when people say , new year new start! It's like , well .. how exactly are you planning this new start ? Moving away are we ? Meeting new people , no your just stuck at home doing the exact same things that you did last year . Well , not me . I'm determined to show everyone that i mean business when i say i want a fresh start . It kills me a little inside to think i can't just go when i want but i guess things need to be planned and i need some money saved at least . I guess it also gives me chance to get things sorted here too , id miss everyone alot but i guess everyones still gunna be here when i get back . Minus friends but ill be going visiting so its all cool .
2010 , i'm ready for you .
Find a full time job , save up as much as i can .
Plan where i'm going in the world .
Win the lotto.
Loose weight.
Meet and marry Robert Pattinson.
SAVE UP.
very glad to see the back of 2009 .
2010 , i'm ready for you .
Find a full time job , save up as much as i can .
Plan where i'm going in the world .
Win the lotto.
Loose weight.
Meet and marry Robert Pattinson.
SAVE UP.
very glad to see the back of 2009 .
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)