24th December

It's christmas eve .. Feeling quite excited now ! Can't wait to go round my nans later for loads of food and family banter ! Its what it's all about :) Get to spend the day with my horrible big brother tomorrow too !! All in all , i'm excited and happy .

last night was a strange one but also really good . Felt slightly out of myself towards the end of it . Was it the alcohol ? Probably .
Decided i'm rubbish and can't ever make a decision .
Bring on 2010 . asap

tuesday - happy birthday nan

They made a statue of us

And it put it on a mountain top

Now tourists come and stare at us

Blow bubbles with their gum

Take photographs for fun, for fun.

and with heart shaped bruises
and late night kisses,
devine.

i love the maccabeesssss :D

why

is it always like this . It never goes how it's meant to go . 4 days until christmas and i'm still not really that excited for it . Something seems different , maybe because the magic has gone or whatever . I'm stupidly skint , i have about 3 quid to my name which is just depressing as i can't do anything until new years eve ! It's a lovely day today however , and i'm feeling going for a walk later or something . May take the camera . So i guess , i'm having one of them days where it doesn't all revolve around money . My house is all cosy and christmassy , the dogs snoring at the top of the stairs (i can hear him) and i'm listening to some good tunage . Overall i'm quite content . Looking forward to seeing Anna Wednesday . It's been toooo long ! Bit gutted i couldn't go out last night, sounds like everyone had fun :( i was stuck in watching love actually . Anyway .. i need to make myself look slightly presentable .

goodbye xxx

lets just get this whole thing straight

♥ ♥ ♥ oh simon

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it

wasnt meant to be like this , but i guess i'll just go with it . Anything can happen right ? I can't wait for 2010!!!
Also a little excited for christmas too . Mostly looking forward too bare family time , and chilling with my brother xmas day. Although i do need to buy presents . I'm going out tonight and hoping to spend as little as possible .
happening.

you are

completely blind. Face it , nothing lasts forever , and people need to stop being so serious .. have fun and live a little .

friday night in

second ones blurry but i like it