Friday, 11 December 2009
Thursday, 10 December 2009
talk about mood swing
so it seems as ive got home from work my mood has gone down hill . I have no idea why or how ..
work was okay , nothing great but it defiantely wasnt as bad as wednesday . Tomorrow should be nice though , hopefully i'll be in a happier state for that massive cup of tea you owe me . I know that i should go to bed sometime soon , as ive got an earlish morning . 9 is early these days alright ! Anyway .. this was pointless .
good night x
Wednesday, 9 December 2009
just a quick one (or not!)
I'm lying in bed , feeling pretty content and happy with everything . As you have probably read in my previous blog ! I think i'm just in one of them moods you know , where your listening to a song , and it gets you all inspirational or creative . I don't think any of the stuff i write on here is either of them , but i do try .
Work was okay , wasn't the best shift ive ever done . Hannah , Jamie , Lyn , and Dan were in , which was a laugh . But when 6 hit they all left and i was left with a guy i don't know and a couple of xmas temps . As much as i try and make an effort , its just not the same is it . I wanted a laugh with the usuals . The people i can just walk by in the stock room and start laughing . It probably sounds harsh but i hate having to make the effort , i want the conversation to flow and not to ask the basics and talk about work . I want conversations about the weekend , and the next night out . I realise that i talk about work alot on here . But at the minute , thats what my daily routine consists of . It was horrible to think that Dans gunna leave when Cara gets back . I don't want Dan to leave ! best manager ever ? yes .
It seems that everyone is splitting up. I don't know why , maybe its to do with christmas present buying ?! haha . It's crazy , this time last year i was happily taken (and dont regret it by the way) and now im happily single . Having a boy for christmas is always nice though right ? Someone to walk in the cold with , and cuddle up to . I guess we will just see what happens . It's not like i'm gunna go looking or anything . Being single at the minute is wicked . Becca makes me realise this , as i have said before now in my blog !
So whos started there christmas shopping ? Because i havnt. Im tight on cash and have no idea whos buying presents this year (as in the girls) and my dads 50 and my brothers awkward ( do i get him something for the house or what?!) . Looks like i'm staying in for the next few weeks and doing nothing , which is always fun for the first 2 days , and then it gets kind of boring . So for the next few weeks who wants to sleep over ? we can watch films and i have a massive bed . I could sort us out with some sort of bevvys . I think that christmas has lost its charm , i mean if you think about it , back in the day .. kids never knew what they were getting for the big day . People would knit jumpers , and make cards. Whats happened to the creativity and thought behind a present . It sounds pretty sad , but id love a knitted jumper for christmas . Id definately wear it on xmas day . Most of the time , kids know what they are actually getting . I was with my dad when he bought my 'main present' . Whats that all about ?! I think it's fair to say that its not the same as it used to be . Obviously the magics gone and everything but i just think times have changed and people dont appritate it as much anymore . It's not all about the flashy presents , it's literally 'the thought that counts' . Maybe i'm going on about this coz i'm skint and everyone will be getting home made presents this year . Least it will give you something to look forward to eh!
I should probably be getting bed . Got a busy day tomorrow and work also . Lets hope that its more fun . Only working until 7 which is okay . I shall update you tomorrow on life . Im guessing unless i meet the love of my life , or win the lottery , or do something wicked it won't be very interesting . But i guess thats the beauty of life . Anything could happen .
lots of love .x
Work was okay , wasn't the best shift ive ever done . Hannah , Jamie , Lyn , and Dan were in , which was a laugh . But when 6 hit they all left and i was left with a guy i don't know and a couple of xmas temps . As much as i try and make an effort , its just not the same is it . I wanted a laugh with the usuals . The people i can just walk by in the stock room and start laughing . It probably sounds harsh but i hate having to make the effort , i want the conversation to flow and not to ask the basics and talk about work . I want conversations about the weekend , and the next night out . I realise that i talk about work alot on here . But at the minute , thats what my daily routine consists of . It was horrible to think that Dans gunna leave when Cara gets back . I don't want Dan to leave ! best manager ever ? yes .
It seems that everyone is splitting up. I don't know why , maybe its to do with christmas present buying ?! haha . It's crazy , this time last year i was happily taken (and dont regret it by the way) and now im happily single . Having a boy for christmas is always nice though right ? Someone to walk in the cold with , and cuddle up to . I guess we will just see what happens . It's not like i'm gunna go looking or anything . Being single at the minute is wicked . Becca makes me realise this , as i have said before now in my blog !
So whos started there christmas shopping ? Because i havnt. Im tight on cash and have no idea whos buying presents this year (as in the girls) and my dads 50 and my brothers awkward ( do i get him something for the house or what?!) . Looks like i'm staying in for the next few weeks and doing nothing , which is always fun for the first 2 days , and then it gets kind of boring . So for the next few weeks who wants to sleep over ? we can watch films and i have a massive bed . I could sort us out with some sort of bevvys . I think that christmas has lost its charm , i mean if you think about it , back in the day .. kids never knew what they were getting for the big day . People would knit jumpers , and make cards. Whats happened to the creativity and thought behind a present . It sounds pretty sad , but id love a knitted jumper for christmas . Id definately wear it on xmas day . Most of the time , kids know what they are actually getting . I was with my dad when he bought my 'main present' . Whats that all about ?! I think it's fair to say that its not the same as it used to be . Obviously the magics gone and everything but i just think times have changed and people dont appritate it as much anymore . It's not all about the flashy presents , it's literally 'the thought that counts' . Maybe i'm going on about this coz i'm skint and everyone will be getting home made presents this year . Least it will give you something to look forward to eh!
I should probably be getting bed . Got a busy day tomorrow and work also . Lets hope that its more fun . Only working until 7 which is okay . I shall update you tomorrow on life . Im guessing unless i meet the love of my life , or win the lottery , or do something wicked it won't be very interesting . But i guess thats the beauty of life . Anything could happen .
lots of love .x
i feel
pretty content at the minute . Things are going quite slow in terms of saving up for next year , but it's hard with xmas coming up . I'm pretty skint , but last night was so bloody worth it . I suppose i should get off here , and get ready for work . Quite looking forward to doing the late , hopefully not too many people will be shoe shopping at 9 ? lets hope . But yeah , i thought id let y'all know i'm feeling happy with everything . I don't really want it to change yet . But sometimes change is always good . I'm just chatting poo now , so its off to work i go !
xxx ♥ ♥
xxx ♥ ♥
Monday, 7 December 2009
monday
So the meal last night was actually alright . I do love the schuh lot . Was nice to see Cortez for abit , although i hated seeing him a little bit upset , no matter how hard he tried to hide it . Love you man ! But yeah , the food wasn't too great , nobody sang on kareoke and i won best dressed award . Not bad not bad .
how is everyone this monday afternoon ? Im lacking inspiration today . Someone make me get up and ready and do something productive . Mum and dads gone to get the xmas tree today , whats that all about ? It's weird coz for the first time ever i think its too early for it . Maybe it's because my brothers not here to help me decorate it or whatever . It just won't be the same ! I'm not really too excited for it yet . I think working in retail ruins the whole experience abit , especially if your working all over christmas , which luckily im not but i feel for everyone else . I guess thats the same all over the world though , it's always gunna be tough on people working over christmas , the doctors , the firemen , the dentists , the vets , the lorry drivers , the bus drivers , the RETAIL WORKERS! and all the rest . I suppose christmas is only really magical when your little . It seems to take forever to get here and when it does your literally coutinf down the days , writing your list , being good ! I am looking forward to spending boxing day with the fam though . It's been too long since the Fletchers and Victorys got together !
Well thats my very festive blog about christmas ...
(okay ... hardly)
i will try and get into the spirit soon ... maybe i just need some mince pies or something .
lots of love
how is everyone this monday afternoon ? Im lacking inspiration today . Someone make me get up and ready and do something productive . Mum and dads gone to get the xmas tree today , whats that all about ? It's weird coz for the first time ever i think its too early for it . Maybe it's because my brothers not here to help me decorate it or whatever . It just won't be the same ! I'm not really too excited for it yet . I think working in retail ruins the whole experience abit , especially if your working all over christmas , which luckily im not but i feel for everyone else . I guess thats the same all over the world though , it's always gunna be tough on people working over christmas , the doctors , the firemen , the dentists , the vets , the lorry drivers , the bus drivers , the RETAIL WORKERS! and all the rest . I suppose christmas is only really magical when your little . It seems to take forever to get here and when it does your literally coutinf down the days , writing your list , being good ! I am looking forward to spending boxing day with the fam though . It's been too long since the Fletchers and Victorys got together !
Well thats my very festive blog about christmas ...
(okay ... hardly)
i will try and get into the spirit soon ... maybe i just need some mince pies or something .
lots of love
Sunday, 6 December 2009
sunday
I quite like Sundays . I've done nothing all day , other than eat and watch t4. My phone hates me though .
Last night was a strange one , it was annoying how i just managed to miss you .
Didn't enjoy paying a tenner for the taxi , especially as im the skintest person ever .
Out again with schuh tonight . Got a feeling it won't be very good , but you never know .
thats all to report for now .
happy sunday x
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