Yeah, i'm home and the only thing i want isn't here. The only thing i really missed all summer isn't here. My one favourite thing has gone and i'm really not sure how i'm even meant to cope with this. Sunny Beach took my mind off the whole thing, and now i'm home everything seems real. I fucking miss my dog so much. Spuddy i love you so much, and i hope you know that i'll never forget you.