Saturday 26 June 2010

Day 26-27

My week and year in great detail. If i actually did go into proper detail about explaining my past year, i'd be here all night so that won't be happening. Alot has changed in the past year. Friendship groups have changed, i finally know what i want to do with my life, i have (sorter) a 3 year plan sorted, i've grown up alot, and after a few pointless dates i've stumbled upon someone i actually care about. Oh how things change. I can safely say though, that i'm a much happier person than i was back then. This time last year i was quite lonely and couldn't see anything getting better. Now i have the best couple of friends and a couple of others that i adore. So, as i said friendships have changed, work has not changed which i guess isn't a bad thing, it means its a stable job and that the companies doing well for itself. It's literally only the past couple of months where i feel i don't belong at schuh anymore. I think it's because i've seen alot of people move on from it, and thats what i'd like to do. I like change alot, which is why i find myself wondering 'why am i still here'. Something will come up though. So friendship, changed.. Work? Still the same, but not really enjoying it like i was this time last year, whats next? Love? I guess this ones always a tough one. I'm still well and truley single, but whereas last year i was making the most of being able to do what ever the hell i wanted, i now sit on the bus thinking.. 'i wonder what he's doing'. I like the fact i have someone to talk to at anytime i want too, i like the company and it's quite.. well, a nice feeling, which i don't want to go away anytime soon. So i guess that's most things covered. There are obviously certain things that i will always want to do and i don't think they will ever change until i actually do them, come next year or 10 years down the line. Sorry this wasn't very detailed. It's hard to remember everything thats happened, but to be honest, not a lot has really happened, theres just been a couple of little changes. Some good, some bad but i guess everything happens for a reason right?

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